Then my heart sings: 

There is a longing only You can fill
A raging temptest only You can still
My soul is thirsty Lord
To know You as I’m known
Drink from the river
That flows before your throneTake me deeper
Deeper in love with You
Jesus hold me close in Your embrace
Take me deeper
Deeper than I’ve ever been before
I just want to love You more and more
How I long to be deeper in love

I wish I could be like the disciples of Jesus. When they were commanded to follow Christ there were no questions asked, they just dropped their nets and followed Him. I wish I could be that brave. That I could just dropped EVERYTHING in my hands just to follow Jesus. No buts, no hows. Just faith. Because in the end it will be all meaningless if I don’t experience the joy of my Master. 

When I don’t desire God, I became dependent with the activities that last for a moment only to find myself at the end of the day incomplete, tired and depressed.

I cast all my cares upon You.

I lay all of my burdens down at your feet

And everytime I don’t know, what to do.

I will cast all my cares upon You.